The 12 week scan anouncnents

Things are so tricky. I would of been 12 weeks pregnant today, instead I had to go to the EPU for a scan to confirm baby had gone. 

I seriously should close my Facebook account. Thus morning there were two pregnacy amouncements. I should be in that group! They've both obviously just had there 12 week scans like figured I would of been. It's hard to see. 

I seriously just don't get it. I wish I didn't have to go through this. It's sad I won't be having my baby at the same time they have their babies. I wish everything was simple. It certainly takes it tole dealing with hard stuff 

Sucky sucky sucky sucky sucky sucky sucky sucky. This just sucks.